The story...
I did my best, created a comfortable home, and tried to help those in my care to be their best. Then something upset the game board - other people's games and the circumstances of life. The tokens, pegs, fake money and cards were strewn about - the game of life no longer worked - it was moving in directions that I didn't plan for or expect. There had to be a better way.
A friend recommended that I meet with a group of people who may help me turn life's chaos into a new and better way of living. I'm so thankful that I "Zoomed" into my first virtual meeting with them. They taught me that their efforts to fix, manage, and control other people's live is fruitless and harmful. The only person who I was capable of changing was me. I learned much in the first year and lived a better way the second year. I live a different life now, respecting relationships, allowing those I have the pleasure to know the dignity to live out their own lives. I more fully trust God, and bear more fruit that both I and others enjoy. I'm living a more humble/honest life walking more closely to our present and eternal reality. My more trusting and open relationships enable a wonderful sort of pilgrimage towards the Celestial City together - trusting God. It's the good stuff that eluded me during my early and working years. Strangely, I'm soo... thankful for the brokenness that upset my boat, knocked down my house of cards, and helped me trust God.
The only church in town will be comprised of people in all stages of life. They'll learn about the reality of life together. Each person will have a different personality, and when together, will form a group personality too. The personality of the group will reflect their "head" - their Lord.
Just for today...
"Some people don't know how badly they need a new way of life until disaster overtakes them." One Day at a Time (p. 326)
"Today I know that I can't fix anyone else but myself, and I challenge myself daily to seek a richer, more meaningful life. I'm taking risks, facing fears, making changes, speaking up, making myself available to life." Courage to Change (p. 326)
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